They said,when you dream,dream big! It won't cost you anything to dream of something,but making your dream to be realize is another story ;) What are my dreams? Aaahhhh,too many to enumerate! There's this,I want to be a singer,a dancer,an actress,a doctor,a model (ahahaha) and many more! Like I said,too many to mention! ;) I have those dreams when I was a kid! I love to sing,dance,act. My family would even let me act,sing and dance for entertainment purposes just for family,especially when there's a power outage,where only oil lamps or candles light up our house. No radio,no television. My grandma always asks me to sing or act. Aaaahhhh! Memories! I could still picture myself did this little declamation with acting "The 3 Little Kittens". That was one of their favorite for me to do! Then,there's this thing where they want me to sing "Killing Me Softly" by The Fugees,not Roberta Flack's version. I have always like RnB kinda thing hehehe.Singing and dancing has always been a part of my life and plus I was influenced by my parents who loves to sing! FYI: Please don't assume me of having a really golden voice,ok..Cause I only sing in the bathroom or in my closed door house! Hahaha
Now,where is becoming to be doctor came from? Well,every or most kids like to play doctor games,right? That was my first influenced of wanting to be a doctor. Then, later it became more like, "I really want to be a doctor cause I want to help and heal people when they're sick" I want it to be real,instead of just stuffed toys patients.
How about,wanting to become an actress? OMG! I love to act! I always used it when I was a kid! You want something? Act like you're crying and desperately wanting something! You didn't want something? Act like you're mad because you don't want/like it. Your mom forced you to eat something you don't want?Act like you're about to throw up so that she'll stop! It always work! See?! Hahaha I like to stay in my bedroom and have all my toys acting as my co-stars and I would act! Drama is my genre and expertise! Hahaha I can cry anytime you want me to! Hahaha
Model? Why not? I wasn't thinking of the money part when you model,I was thinking of the way models walk. They're so awesome! They dress pretty too!
But as I matured, some of my dreams slowly fade. Singing and dancing became my favorite hobby/past time,instead of wanting to become one. Wanting to be a model,doctor and actress just fade cause reality strikes! Hahaha But,an even bigger dream that I want to have,not I want to be! I started dreaming to have a great family of my own. Guess what?! That dream came true about 7 yrs ago! I have a great husband and great kids! No other dreams can beat that! It's pure Blessed and Dream Come True from above!
Lesson to learn: When you dream of something,you want that dream to become a reality but when you don't Pray for those,there's no motivation for it and you started feeling bitter about it. Cause when you Pray for something,it measures how bad you really want that something! Prayers comes with perseverance and motivations. See, I didn't Pray to become a singer,a dancer,an actress,a doctor or a model, but I Prayed that He will bless me with a good man to fulfill my dreams! Now,I sing and dance to my kids,I became an instant doctor to them,even became an instant teacher without the proper classes and training,I became an actress ( I have to act like I mean what I said or it would just get any worse),I became a model,but not the model you see on TV,but a role model to them.God knows what and who you really need. Remember, Faith is all you need! Do your best and God will do the rest! :)
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